part 2

I live in a world where i can be beside someone i love and
were we can be our self. Its hard for me to open up
to anyone i can't easily give my heart to the people who love me.
In my world its all black all you can see is sadness but
behind the door that i cant reach there something in there
that i cant describe "I never been there". Its seems that
i cant reach it. Its something that i feel that's not really for me
"I can hear them running" "Who are they?" "Do they know me?"
Questions that need answers! Who can rescue me? Who will be there to rescue me?
"I'M TRAP" inside! Will i DIE in sadness?

Sadness? Grieve? Mourn? Suffering? will it stop I'm dying
between TRUTH and LIE "Will i wake up?" from this long sleep
will my love one fetch me from this dying land?
Will the people who cares for me save me?

I'm still living in a world where I'm alone!
still "no one save me" will somebody save us?

I'm begging to like it here! here i can be with him
the both of us living happily
a world like this gives us peace of "mind".

Our heart is begging to become one.
my mind is telling me its not true.
that i should "wake up" "its all a lie"
Your own world is fooling you!

"wake up my daughter"we need you here
"mama?" "where am i?" "where are you?"
"Mama, get me out of here!" my time is it done?

no one came and save me. it just woke me up
but still it didn't get me out!
"maybe" i still need time
"maybe i still cant let go of my world?
or someone who became dear to me!

I'm begging to "FAINT" step by step I'm falling!

I Wonder

Ive been living in a world full of hopes
I remember how we used to be young
And full of energy
Finding whats wrong and right

We've tell of we've shouted of
Still we do as we please
It scares me to think of the future
And what will happen to us

I like to stay in the past
We're its fun and strong
we're everybody is full of hope

Today I've been living wrong
And i cant take it anymore
I wonder what the future holds For me
Could it be?

PAST?

i saw an old friend today..
a very special friend..
known him for a long time and yes
back then i really love him..
until now?
the moment i saw his jacket i knew it was him
when i heard his voice i was so sure!
but i didn't call him I'm to shy?
but in the end he saw me and talk to me
seems like i really miss him
it really seem that i want to go back to that time when we were together
well we were classmate his like my older brother
and we were always together back then
were like best friends!
nothing more than that!
up until now i think of him a lot!
since the day we graduated in high school i didn't saw him
its been months i think 6 months have past!
still its the same when i saw him i was really HAPPY!

Am I Al0ne?

I live in my own world were i van only be myself
were i can see myself as me its har d to pretend sometimes specially
when your with someone you love specially
when your pretending to be happy even though your not.

Sometimes pretending is good.
if its for the better even though your only fooling yourself
And trying to find a way to be able to see the real you
And the real people you are with.

lying is bad in terms of life.
But a LIE can be good sometimes specially when its hard to tell the truth.

Life is a journey were someone can be oneself
Its like living in a world were nobody can see you.

I live in my own world were there is magic, were there is full of love,Kindness,Patience
were you can have anything in an instance but when your awake
there is still a real world were every people live but when your alone
im there back in my own world
Its seems that you are alone ?
yes you are but you can change that for your own good
like i said before a lie can sometime make you feel better.

Starting A New Life

everyone's life started since they were young everybody knows that
but we have some journeys that we need to take by ourself like starting a new life in high school? collage? well Im done with high school and its been very fun!but now Im starting a new life as a collage student to tell you the truth i was scared because now i need to stand alone without the help of my high school friends and teacher its a new environment for me i don't know anybody i was scared that i wouldn't make friend.
Because Im a very shy person i wouldn't talk to you if you wouldn't talk to me first thats how shy I'am.
But in the end i did make friends and i love them all now! i wouldn't change any of the days i spend with them!maybe i will enjoy with them even more?
I will enjoy my "YOUTH"