"Something Borrowed"

Just watched Something Borrowed with my best friend Vhienfaye Ganapin and sister Jaira Alyssa Ong. i love the book and i love the movie, Something Borrowed was just Lovely. Ginnifer Goodwin was just amazing i love her.

Something Borrowed tells the story of a woman who needs to chose between her true love or her best friend.

"Something Borrowed was worth watching!"

weddings.

weddings.

i attended a wedding this afternoon,
it was a church wedding so it was really beautiful.

i really like to attend weddings, for me its wonderful.
attending a wedding is like, knowing that love is always present
in a relationship, not just physical attractions.

being wedded is saying goodbye to single life and hello responsibilities.
but why do people get married? if that's the case.

being wedded to the one you truly love means a lot for a person,
you've been searching the whole planet earth just to meet the one your truly looking for.
people call them "the one" i call them "destiny"
their the people you meets once in a lifetime.
and if you don't meet the "malas mo!"(your unlucky).

i want to get married to when I'm older, isn't it every woman's dream,
to wear a weeding gown, shoes, and of course wedding rings,
having a beautiful entourages, beautiful church to wedded in.
but most importantly having the guy you love wait for you patiently on the altar.

your groom,your best friend,your other half, your husband to be.
the one your looking for.
the perfect man for you.
the one you'll spend your remaining life with,
you must always treasure your destined person
if not he might let go of the promise you made with each other,
so, always remember to treasure your destined person.

i too, want to get married, maybe when I'm older, "I'm only 18."
i want to have a simple yet beautiful wedding.
it needs to scared, it doesn't have to big,
it just need to beautiful in short "perfect".
i want to look cute on my wedding.
i want to be perfect for my groom.
i want people to see what we became in our relationship.
what drives us for having this wedding.

and most importantly i want my husband to be. be happy.
i want my groom to feel contented with me.
i want him to feel the joy that i feel.
and i want us love each other for the rest of our lives.

we will always remember our wedding forever as long as we are together.
till death do us part,and until we meet again.

after the wedding this is what i feel.
i want to be a wedding planner and create beautiful weddings for lovely couples.
i want to help them bond. i want to witness a love that will last forever.

Merry Christmas Everyone..:)

h0pe y0u all have a go0d vacation

and christmas!!:)

for 2008 and on!!

Hi..^__^

my 1st post for the year 2008 yey!!
well..
my Christmas and new year have been all great..how about yours?
well for the year 2008 i hope to:

a.be open

b.be confident

c.be myself (which i really cant =( )

d.to finish the books i bought and given to me

e.to write my 5th story

f.to see the sunset and sunrise once a week

g.to be fit and healthy

h.to be happy

I.to learn how to play the piano

and lastly

j.to learn how to speak Japanese and Chinese(fluently)


for this time on hopefully i can do it all!!
(cheers for me!)

part 2

I live in a world where i can be beside someone i love and
were we can be our self. Its hard for me to open up
to anyone i can't easily give my heart to the people who love me.
In my world its all black all you can see is sadness but
behind the door that i cant reach there something in there
that i cant describe "I never been there". Its seems that
i cant reach it. Its something that i feel that's not really for me
"I can hear them running" "Who are they?" "Do they know me?"
Questions that need answers! Who can rescue me? Who will be there to rescue me?
"I'M TRAP" inside! Will i DIE in sadness?

Sadness? Grieve? Mourn? Suffering? will it stop I'm dying
between TRUTH and LIE "Will i wake up?" from this long sleep
will my love one fetch me from this dying land?
Will the people who cares for me save me?

I'm still living in a world where I'm alone!
still "no one save me" will somebody save us?

I'm begging to like it here! here i can be with him
the both of us living happily
a world like this gives us peace of "mind".

Our heart is begging to become one.
my mind is telling me its not true.
that i should "wake up" "its all a lie"
Your own world is fooling you!

"wake up my daughter"we need you here
"mama?" "where am i?" "where are you?"
"Mama, get me out of here!" my time is it done?

no one came and save me. it just woke me up
but still it didn't get me out!
"maybe" i still need time
"maybe i still cant let go of my world?
or someone who became dear to me!

I'm begging to "FAINT" step by step I'm falling!

I Wonder

Ive been living in a world full of hopes
I remember how we used to be young
And full of energy
Finding whats wrong and right

We've tell of we've shouted of
Still we do as we please
It scares me to think of the future
And what will happen to us

I like to stay in the past
We're its fun and strong
we're everybody is full of hope

Today I've been living wrong
And i cant take it anymore
I wonder what the future holds For me
Could it be?

PAST?

i saw an old friend today..
a very special friend..
known him for a long time and yes
back then i really love him..
until now?
the moment i saw his jacket i knew it was him
when i heard his voice i was so sure!
but i didn't call him I'm to shy?
but in the end he saw me and talk to me
seems like i really miss him
it really seem that i want to go back to that time when we were together
well we were classmate his like my older brother
and we were always together back then
were like best friends!
nothing more than that!
up until now i think of him a lot!
since the day we graduated in high school i didn't saw him
its been months i think 6 months have past!
still its the same when i saw him i was really HAPPY!